pretty...

i found a cross today at the antique store... it's made out of horseshoe nails with a smaller metal spanish looking cross soldered on top of it... i think i might put a circle around the back of it, call it a celtic cross and give it to Nome... she's celtic and all... i want to wear it myself, it's that appealing, but i'd feel a tiny bit guilty... in an odd way; plus, mike'd think i was converting... :)

it's surpriseing how much something one says in anger can be thrown back in one's face, surpriseing to come to the realization how little people think of one... but then, truely, if they didn't care... why are they polluting my livejournal with their venom? it is the greatest form of egotism that allows us to think that our words can affect anyone. and when they do, it is even more narsisic to think that we are the cause of the debate, for it is only that everyone wants to speak of themselves, for themselves... and giving someone an opening is like asking for a verbal gun to the head...
it might feel good to finally say something harsh... and even if i can count off three people as 'casulties of war' i shouldn't have done it. i should have bitten my tounge and bowed my head and simply faded away as i have done so many times... prehaps i needed the anger? prehaps the hatred and rudness gave me something i normally do not allow myself to express, or at least, try not to express... my control is not exactly stable yet...
i will never choose between blood and friendship...
this is an apology for those who have wondered why my LJ has been graffited by people that were once friends... excuse me, and kindly overlook my battlezone of a comments page...
i feel nothing for the loss... it was nice to know them... but now it is time for them to join with the others that i have 'disapointed'...

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someone has gone around campus and spray paint-stenciled the name "Geddy Lee" onto all the fraternity/sorority rush signs... i nearly strolled right into a tree when i saw that... oh, and if you're not a Rush fan, Geddy Lee is their lead singer... that's why it's funny... get it? Geddy Lee on the rush signs? ... guys? ... hello? you don't have to leave... i thought it was funny...

gas shortage and evil priceage

okay, that's it... if i can't walk to it, take the bus to it, bike to it, or astral project to it... i'm not going... i love you guys... but no...

also, going to buy large quantities of bottled water for the drive at ASU, everyone else should too, seriously... this is the life essential of life essentials...