broke up with M, well, it's not that we broke up... we kinda seperated, you know? there was no big fight, no throw-down screaming match, we just sat down, talked about it and were like, you know what? we're not going to make it in the long run: S doesn't want kids or marriage, M wants kids and marriage... S wants to go live on a boat for the rest of her life and possibly rule the world (i'm working on it), M wants a white picket fence, a decent job, and a yard. S is anti-social and dislikes people, M is a people person and hanging out with the guys is his idea of hi-jinks (they're my guys too, but i mean like constantly, i usually creep away and do my own thing)...
c'est la vive...
too bad we still love each other :( and neither one wants the other to change... damnable luck, i find a decent-read unbroken- guy with whom i fall madly in love with who wants what i have never wanted, and he finds a girl (me) who loves manga and anime and playing video games and reading sci-fi/fantasy, who gets along with his friends (so much so that they're now my friends too, seriously, one big love-fest :) ) but who doesn't EVER want to settle down or EVER have kids...
we drive each other crazy...
we pinkie swore to get married when we're fifty and he isn't married and we still like each other... ( i take pinkie swearing very seriously... i've had my pinkie broken, i know how much it hurts :) ) that means i'll be out of the danger zone (women in my family hit menopause about 45) and we'll both be close to retirement and therefore all we'll have to do all day is sail around on the boat and run from cannibals...
ain't unrequited love grand?