oddity

i spoke with byron today... and it was like talking to an old friend whom i hadn't spoken to in years... i mean, i had no sense of dread, and he had no insults to throw my way... before i signed off i promised to speak with him agian, and i actually meant it... for the first time, i wasn't relieved that the conversation was simply over... either i mellow with the passage of time, i forget to be the victim, or it's just that micheal is begining to heal my heart... prehaps it was big enough to heal on it's own to begin with? anyway, he's leaving state at the end of the semester and going out to san francisco... where i hope he will be happy...
i think i'm getting soft in my old age, really...
:)