woe for my beautiful Hana'li

she is gone, my beloved twin-sister is gone to basic training for a whole two and a half months... i miss her so much already, not because she's only been gone two days, but because she's been gone only two of all the days that make up the whole 8-11 week stay in south carolina... this is the longest we've been apart since the womb and it hurts so much... two and a half months is too long, i want her to come home...
i will be posting her letters (with directed censoring) as they come, and anyone who wants to talk to her as well, i will post her address when i get it...
the night before she left to go to knoxville for her last round of meps, i held her until she feel asleep, knowing it would be the last time i would see the one person i've always counted on my whole friggin' life for a very long time...
i'll be alright once she's been gone a few more days -more of my disfunctional time-line awareness- but for now i miss her so very very very much... i watched star wars today with our little sister and cried