so school is just this place, ya know?

one AP test down, two to go, although since this one was english, i really shouldn't get any preferential treatment, i mean come on here, english is the easiest subject i take, and that includes gym, jazz band (which is astoundingly hard, btw) and psychology (and that is some seriously easy work babe) and if anyone makes some smart-ass comment about my spelling at this time, i might have to get needlessly violent and tastelessly blood hungry, got it? Mrs. Deal won my adoration for the rest of her career the day she stood in front of class and anounced that spelling was in no way an indication of intellegence. tomorrow is AP European History, slightly worring, but not too much, i have to make cake for it, cause i promised :) (pound cake with fruit i should think, healthy and not at all, sort of cancelling out : )) and AP Biology on monday, i can see my entire scholastic career flashing before my eyes... argh... it's going to kill me...
oh, and that guy i liked? forget him, he's dating a very good friend of mine as of last week (and i didn't know, shame!) so i shall have to find someone else to like (and yes, i can do that, i can turn it off and on at will... unless it's been awhile, then it's harder, you know the whole bit about routines) no problem, it's almost the end of the school year, so i would probably be best advised to forget the whole thing entirely before summer starts and people go diffrent ways... *shrug* ah well, i can always just as easily forget it for the rest of my life...when you get right down to it, one only really needs the illusion of a relationship for the singlular purpose of procreation, and i already decided i'm never doing that (pass on these genes? this warped mind? this infallably unstable brain? i think not!) i can get emotional fufilment from my dream world, and for companionship i can always turn to my several fox bats :)